Ghost of the Past

Choices are like glass of milk, when you face it, you should have to drink it, because if you don’t, time will change everything, later on it will spoil, and you’ll just end up losing it all.

To be, or not to be? That is the question--- (Hamlet 3.1.57). This quote means a lot for me, a quote I got from excellent tragedy I read, and a quote I got from the great William Shakespeare. This question from Hamlet inspired me in doing such things, in choosing correct from wrong; this entire question took me to the right path where I belong right now, and most of all, this question taught me to forgive people who deserve my forgiveness.

When I was in first year, some of my classmates bully me. They laugh at me, play jokes at me, and hurt my feelings behind my back. They even gave me a code name that I can here whenever they say bad things. I laugh when they were talking about that code name. I am clueless. I don’t even know that the code name was definitely referring for me. When one of my classmates told me that I am the code name they were laughing all the time, it’s like the world is trembling in front of me but I can’t do anything to stop it, that’s what I feel. I am short, I have dark skin tone and I kill the joy whenever they started one, that’s the reasons why they bully me. I hate them very much. There is no single day of my life that time that I felt happy when I knew about it. I don’t know who to trust. I always feel down. There came a time when I will just sit and cry on the corner of our room because I can’t handle the things they are doing with me. I slowly don’t believe with what I can do because I am afraid of what will they say. I never stopped praying to God that someday, these awful things will come to an end. It all continued until second year but at the same time that someday I am asking from God came. My adviser helped me and resolved my problems. She taught me how to forgive, to love and to survive. I am very thankful that God used here as a hand that will stop my tears whenever they fall down in my cheeks.

Forgiveness doesn't mean forgetting the terrible things that happen in your life. It’s just once you learn to forgive, you’re heart will be free from heartaches and you’ll always feel peace in your life. That’s why I always thank God for giving me strength and wisdom and for letting me live my life to the fullest especially when a problem goes by.