Have You Met the Right Guy?

When I was a child, one of my dreams includes studying in a high quality school. Fortunately, God gave me a chance for this dream to come true. I’m more thankful because He gave me things more than I deserve because in this school, I met someone who really changed my life a lot.

Studying in Cavite National Science High School is not just an easy thing. It includes sacrifices, hardships and most of all to fall in love for someone who can’t ever give back the love that you gave. These things really make my heart ache. They said that High School days are memories of happiness and love, but I never experienced that before, but now, everything has changed.

When I was still in first year, I admire a second year student in our school. And now, I still admire him. He’s already a fourth year student and will be gone last year. He gave color to my life when problems arise. He became my inspiration and never let him be a distraction in my studies. I am excited to go to school every day not just to study but at the same time to see his face. These happy memories if mine are the things I share with my friends.

When I’m all alone I realized the fact that he will just be my imagination, a way to forget my problems and to make my life happier. But these things are temporary. Things I wished to happen but will never be. I’m not losing hope because it’s not the end. My life doesn’t end with these kinds of things.
Having a crush is such an experience that has shaped me in a certain way and has provided me a change in attitude or course of action. I will just focus more on my studies. When I become a professional person, I can do the things that I want to do. I want to be like him as an outstanding student. I enjoy having an inspiration but at the same time I’m sad because I know this “crush” will never be love that I deserve and will always be a dream I want to reach.